I didn't run today because my car died. I biked to and from work today, which was not pleasant in the morning because it was so cold. I taught my body sculpting class in the evening, which was okay, and then I biked back home. It was about 26-30 miles total, so it wasn't much. I'm completely stressed out with everything in my life right now. I'm 24 years old; I shouldn't be stressed. I almost backed out on the group ski trip because I feel I'm falling back into a cycle of depression. All I wanted to do was crawl into bed and cry all weekend. Instead, I climbed out of the shower, made it to the bedroom floor, and cried on the floor, wrapped up in my towel. After about 45 minutes of that, I finally found the energy to put on some pajamas, call a friend, and go to bed. |